& They Call This Tragedy,

2010-04-11T22:55:00.001+08:00

Hello.

2009-05-17T12:30:00.000+08:00

next 3 dishes :D

2009-05-16T17:26:00.000+08:00

WAHAHAA.

what a mess.
my whole kitchen is filled with wrappers and chocolate on the flooorr

I forked out 150+ bucks just for F&N you know!?
zzz

I'm broke for the next 2 months.

:( no epiphone sg for me...

2009-05-14T15:32:00.002+08:00

omfgasgshwtfsdaupibbqjfsicbknn.
stupid.
stupid.

3 important paper today.
Bio, poa 1, poa 2.
damn it.

only manage to do bio.
and i still don't know how to do 2 question.

POA.
zzz eff it la.
P1 i don't even know what I am doing la.
I didn't even complete it.
"Time's Up, stop writing"
zzz i was still at the last question, part (a)(i)
what failureeee.

P2 manange to complete in time.
but, i still didn't know what i was doing.

hmm.
stupid exams.
All my nails are gone.
._. i bite my nails when i'm thinking.
so ya, i think a lot during exams.

2009-05-10T00:00:00.002+08:00

FUCK THIS DAMN IT.
I'M GOING TO FUCK THE SHIT OUT OF YOU.
HOW DARE YOU TRY TO HIT MY MOM.
FUCK OFF.

YOU WATCH OUT.
SON OF A BITCH.
YOU'RE NOT SAFE OUTSIDE.

ONCE THE DIVORCE IS FINAL,
I'M GOING TO HUNT YOU DOWN YOU MOTHER FUCKER.

2009-05-09T08:08:00.002+08:00

aha. oral was bullshitttt.
T.T

MT.
I talked in english 70% of the time.
.......

EL.
Reading. haaa.
I can't read.
._. i cannot talk about the pictureee either.
i was repeating the same point like 20 times.
BUT.
I got an easy question for conversation
:D
"What is your favourite subject in school and why?"
LOL!!!!!!
Since she was a History teacher, i wanted to say history but..
i don't take history!!
So i said Geography ^^
wah.. i talk for like 3-4mins la.
I'm like teacher her geography.
after that question, she asked a harder one.
"If you have a chance to change your school timetable, how would you change it?"
...
in my head i was saying , "WTF? How the f. would i know? Study anything at anytime also can what"
so, anyhow bomb.
LOL. I said, "erm, I would change it according to how similar they are. This way I will have a [something here, forgot]. For example; Bio and F&N or POA and Math."
k. fail liao.

After oral, it was 10am.
Raining.
Didn't care about getting wet. I wanted to go home to sleep.
When home with huili, since she live near where i stay.
gah.
the bloody mofo 188 bus driver just went pass the bus stop when i was flagging it.
_|_
then need wait for the next one.

end up home around 11.30.
><

I changed and went to JP to meet vivien.
zzz. she late.
1hour late.

Went to JE Library.
Wanted to study but, I slept instead.
lol. then taught her geog and math.
gah she say she hungry hungry.
went to the pasar malam.
eat.

then back home.

haa. I realised my hair is fucking messed up.
and, i'm very vulgar. I don't know why. Nowadays i've been saying 'fuck' many times in ONE line.
like , "Fuck off, I don't give a fuck about your fucking life. Go fuck yourself"
I'm a mean person aren't I?

well, who cares? I don't.

2009-05-07T20:04:00.002+08:00

gaahhh...
my temperature is 40.0 now.
i have no mc laa
need to school.

tmr oral.
1st shift.
1st to do MT.
._.
atleast i get to finish both MT and EL fast.

...
should change my name to Z something.
so i can be last.
^^

2009-05-05T16:55:00.002+08:00

dammnnnnn.
bad day bad day bad day.
..

Chapter 5: Bonding Singapore wasn't even tested!
zzzzzzzzz

I didn't study for other chapters.
I did the paper with whatever i can remember in class.
Didn't pay attention to anything, so I'm sure I will fail.

..

English paper.
WTFFFFF.
IT'S SO DIFFICULT.
I don't understand a damn thing.
the passage and the questions don't link laaaa.
zzzz answer in my own wordssss..
In my own words, FUCKKKKK.

zzzzzzz
FAIL FAIL.

):

__
I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much
as I hate missing you

2009-05-03T21:44:00.002+08:00

...
I'm so hungry now.
:(

booo.

tried studying at home.
cannoooottttt laaa.
._. the tv is too powerful.

NVM :D
failure is a step to success.
>.<

-
I could call you baby doll all the time
And you'd whisper in my ears, you'd say "I miss you boy"
Sing it over again and over again and over again

2009-05-02T21:42:00.002+08:00

went out to lot 1 with jiaying.
library to study a bit.
>< there's a queue outside the library,
why?
its the H1N1 flu thing.
must give particulars or something,
T.T

no table.
coz it was like f-ing crowded.
went to mac then.
was like 12 - 2pm.
called jinwei and jiamin to come down.
haa. lol
we at mac till 4pm.
the manager told us cannot stay too long.
then tio kicked.
._.

went to library again.
LOLLLLLLLLLL,
the queue was even LONGGGERRR.
got in, still no table.

then some guy walked up to me,
say his friend want my number.
>< i told him i no handphone.

went to food court.
haahaa.
Jinwei only treat Jiamin.
_|_
nvm la.
he's so deeply inlove with Jiamin.

when the girls went to the ladies,
i asked him, "Aren't you two together?"
then he replied, "She wants to wait"
then i asked, "Is she worth waiting for?"
he replied, "Yes, I love her."
(or something like that, don't remember.)
haha, all the best Chong Jinwei.

...
who ever said that I've stop loving you?
I always have and always will love you,

2009-05-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

Went out with vivien today.
>< i told her wait at library.
i forgot it was labour day,
she called me and said it was closed.
rofl!
she was shouting on the phone.

LOL, went to westmall subway.
I ate too much.
fat.
i taught her some geography.
then she got bored.
walk around a bit.

then went CSC
walk walk walk walk walk
_|_ damn the weather.
I was wet.
_

I didn't study.
Took out my books but didn't do anything.
I don't expect to get 'A's for my subjects.

-

Another thing, I really don't like poseurs.
don't they have their own unique style?
or they are just too lame to be original?
fuck off okay?

...

Sing me to sleep, I'll see you in my dreams,
waiting to say, "I miss you. I'm so sorry"

2009-04-30T20:37:00.002+08:00

What you want me to do?
I can't force you.
He is always intefering.
I just wish to know what you are trying to say.

coz' it feels like stealing hearts.

2009-04-29T17:36:00.002+08:00

I can't fight for you anymore.
I'm getting no where.
I sat there and stared at you,
you didn't seem to mind.
I'll write you this last song.

I love you C, but I can't wait for you to love me back.

I shouldn't have carved your name on my arm.

2009-04-26T21:40:00.002+08:00

=X
Its raining.
...
I'm sick of writing songs about you.
let's just hope this will be the last one.

--
Well I thought I would never leave anything behind
I also never thought I'd say, "tell all my friends I'm dead"
I'm leaving you, this time its for good.
it won't be long before you forget my name.

I sat there and stared at you.
You didn't seem to mind.

The awkward ways we meet....
I can't wait 'til we meet again

2009-04-25T19:03:00.005+08:00

New desktop?

...
why is it so f-ing hot nowadays?

met MJ at Jurong Library.
12pm and its already full.
>< we didn't study shit.
I'm just too lazy to study.

i should be choosing what ITE i should go to.
hmmm.
NA students - no hope?

haaa. i shouldn't have gone to swiss cottage in the first place.
what fucked up choices I've made in my life.
hmmm.

I finally know why people hate me.
I'm an A-Hole.

To those who asked me, I DO NOT MASTURBATE.
unlike SOME people who regularly do it.

zzzz.

i slept like a pig today too.
an extra 4 hours wouldn't hurt right?

.....
Tell that boy I'll leave you alone
I'll turn my love down

....
MY PMs ON MSN ARE LYRICS.
Why would I wanna talk about you, CLEMENT TAN XIAN REN?

2009-04-24T22:21:00.002+08:00

It's finally friday.
too bad i can't rest.

school today, we didn't do much.
bio test?
Gah, reproduction is so difficult.
fire drill after the test.
it was hot.
really hot.
why did i even wear a t-shirt inside?
the funny thing is, i fell asleep
in the car park, under the scorching sun?

NO ENGLISH LESSONS TODAY.
Why?
All the teachers were gone.
Where?
Who cares?

POA remedial.

went home to change.
head over to Jordan's.
Minjie pangseh me.
_|_ make me travel all the way for nothing.

and i really did nothing.
i snapped jor's string, can't play.
T.T waste time at his house.

haa.
tmr will be my 1st time studying in advance before an exam.
yes i said 1st.
I had never studied for any exam in my life.
=x
11am - 9pm
I would probably be sleeping in the library.

I will just have to resist, these feelings.
Too bad, she'll never
know how much I love her.

2009-04-23T20:23:00.002+08:00

Haaa.
I was bored during English class.
Annie Tan was talking all the way about oral.

School today was very slack for us.
=X I had like 1.5hours of recess.
The health check messed up with the time table.

Mr Ho's lesson also take away.
He gave us recess, AGAIN.
2hours of recess already?

At canteen watch alfred and jinwei play the piano.
>< So many teacher came to see.
Mr Liew came too.
He wanted to take a picture,
i'm sure i look retarded.
...

after school,
Jordan's house for guitar/dota session?
... my fingers hurt.
LOL @ MingJie. Haven't do anything already pain.
cute.
I can play Misery business =X.
wakaka.
Hallelujah?
Pressure?
That's What You Get?
... soon, soon.

It seems like no one gives a damn about exams.
No one is studying.
2 weeks?

~~I miss you.~~ ~~I wanna tell you tha~~
~~I think I am going ou~~ ahh. scratch that.
I really need you in my life.
I can't get you out of my head.
D.

2009-04-22T22:23:00.003+08:00

I'm going to fail my SA1.
No doubt.
I'm starting to fail all my tests.
T.T

Who the wants to end up in ITE?

oh,
and I can't seem to stay awake in class.
Always sleep through the lessons.
end up learning nothing at the end of the day.
I don't do my homework either. ._.

aggghhh..

ahhh.
I must really stop thinking about her.
but everthing else I think about will lead me back to her.
she's been running through my dreams.

I must resist, but what resist, persist.
haaa.

What I really wanna know is, who is him*?

....

I can't force you to love me
but I always hope that you would.

2009-04-20T19:46:00.003+08:00

:( i'm as sick as a dog.

haaa. I miss her

Remembering Sunday.

Forgive me, I'm trying to find
My calling, I'm calling at night
I don't mean to be a bother,
But have you seen this girl?
She's been running through my dreams
And it's driving me crazy, it seems
I'm going to ask her to marry me

Even though she doesn't believe in love,
He's determined to call her bluff
Who could deny these butterflies?
They're filling his gut.

2009-04-19T19:45:00.002+08:00

I had a dream about you last night.
or maybe this morning?

I really thought it was real,
but I when I woke up.
I was on my bed, alone.

I wasn't with you.

I forced myself to fall asleep again
but it wasn't the same.

I miss you badly, C.

2009-04-18T20:33:00.004+08:00

haa. i got to rest today.
woke up at 1pm.

Yiwee ask me to come over help him with his maple thing.

Then went to Lot 1.
McDonalds' to complete some homework.
I ate like 6 large fries and 2 macflurry.
FATFAT.

._. meet so many people also.

Never going to lot 1 again =X.
He want watch 'sniper'.
rofl, i'm not 16 yet. I'm a kid.
it was already 8pm, he went check the time slots.
only have 11pm.
noob.
yiwee want go off, so i did the same lor.

bad day. Need throw away my headphones already.
can hear one side only.
56 bucks. i thought can keep longer.
I tie the cable till so nice, still spoil.

Suddenly, I long for you.

2009-04-17T20:46:00.001+08:00

Thanks for the memories,
even though they weren't so great.
I will never end up like him
Keep a calendar,
This way you will always know.

I said, "I still want you back."

2009-04-14T19:20:00.004+08:00

Napfa.
Boring.

I just did whatever needed to get 5 points.
haa.

The pull up bars were damn hot.
zzz.

All the teacher ask me "Why you stop?"
I answered "5 point already. Do more also no difference."
It's true anyway.

Pull ups - 8
Sit ups - 43
Sit and reach - 50?
Jump - 245
Run - 9.6?
2.4 - 10.3

anyway, gold again.
=\

2009-04-12T16:47:00.002+08:00

It's been three days.
I'm missing you already.
:\

How am I suppose to live like this?
I've never missed someone so badly before.

2009-04-11T19:19:00.002+08:00

CANDLES ACOUSTIC.

"HOW YOU LOVE ME NOW" OFFICIAL MUSIC VIDEO.

I got bored.
=x

well, i can play a few songs now.
not perfect though.
the whole song of misery business =D.
well, the rhythm tabs. not lead ><
I'm not skillful enough.

2009-04-11T16:19:00.003+08:00

I didn't do much today.
Just preparing for NAPFA.
Intensive work outs.
nah. kidding.

I just did a few stuff
climb up to 20th floor then
go back down by the elevator =x.

_______
To my fucking retarded and ugly step father:

Go to hell.
Who gave you the right to come in my room?
Why do you care where i go?
Why do you care why my mum goes?
Why do you even care?

Go fuck yourself.
You already ruined my life.
My mum shouldn't have marry you in the first place, you asshole.

Every time i come home, you smoke all you want.
You can go out to smoke, why do it in the house?
You know i could die?
YOU REALLY WANNA SEE ME DIE DON'T YOU?

Your son, he isn't as "PERFECT" as you think.

I still remember the day you slaped me just coz i wanted to eat standing up.
what the fuck is your problem?

WHY ARE YOU IN MY LIFE?

Just sign the fucking divorce papers!

You never contributed to my life.
Even money is an issue.
Since my mum married you, she lost her high pay job just coz you kept calling when she was in a meeting.
you thought she was having an affair? how childish.
GROW UP.
You're already going 50.

Just coz your life sucks doesn't mean you have to ruin other's right?

JUST SHUT THE FUCK UP.
I DON'T WANNA TALK TO YOU.
I'm not your son.
I'm not related to you.
I don't love you.

BIG DEAL.
I don't call you "DAD".
You have a problem?
You don't even know my name!
I'm DANIEL you asshole.

REMEMBER THAT TILL YOU DIE.

I hope you smoke to death.

______________

For the record, when I'm with you
things are looking better,
for once everything is brighter.

2009-04-10T10:53:00.006+08:00

I'm still waiting.
thinking..
why you did that yesterday?
you should have said something.

i didn't sleep last night.
i don't wanna dream anymore.
i want it to be true.
i want you.

you said, "you should be trying to make yourself not like me"
i can't.
when i see you, the feelings start rushing back in.
there's no "DELETE" button.
i've never felt like this before, so hopeless.

i hope that you're happy.
maybe he's better than me.
he's perfect.

i've lost her already.

"if you love something, set it free"

hmm. i disagree.

i was stupid, i messed it up.
and when i finally relised how stupid i was,
i decided to fight for it
but it was to late.

you wouldn't take me back.

You won't call, i know.
i'll just hope that you would.

Don't pretend you ever forget about me.

My heart still beats for you, C.

2009-04-09T19:17:00.003+08:00

...
nowadays,
i spend most of the time - day dreaming
about you. Carrying you home from school everyday.
talking, laughing. hearing you laugh...
you holding me tightly, not letting go.
your eyes, nothing shines quite as bright
And when we look to the sky, its not mine, but i want it so.

then i open my eyes.
hoping you will be there.
just seeing you will make me happy.
but.. nothing.
just strangers. hmm.
it's reality. i have to face it.

you can't force someone to love you.
you have to earn it.
work hard for it, even if there's no hope.

haa. i don't know what i'm saying.
i'm going out of my mind.
i've never felt so... hollow.
my only entertainment are the day dreams.

*am i being gay for writing all this?*

i have so many things so say to you. i can't seem to put it in words.

*okay just let me crap a lil' bit longer.*

I wish to be invisible.
so i can dissappear out of your life.
lessen your burden.

or even to fly.
so i can fly you to places around the world.
i wanna see how it feels to fall...
just falling. how fasinating is that?

hmmm. day dreams.
they're never real.
we always hope they would be.

*hmmm. you still wanna continue reading? i'm talking like a girl aren't i?*

i'm never good at anything.
nothing interest me.
maybe because i don't have the talents?
all the good stuff goes to my twin.
he's always the perfect one.

the perfect life, perfect friends, perfect girlfriend and some other stuff that i don't know about.

i'm not jealous, i just wanna know what am i here to accomplish?
studies? how far can that bring me?
i'm a lazy guy, i won't deny that.

i really hate birthdays. i don't like them.
our mothers should be the one celebrating, not us.
they're the one who gave birth to us, the pain and sacrifices.
thats why i don't tell people my birthday.
my brother always come home with loads and loads of presents.
i never knew what was in those packaging.

maybe because i don't have friends?
i'm always mean to people. they always end up hating me.

hmmm. mmm. haaaa.

*wondering who is reading this*

how should i conclude this?
...
okay i got it.

"i will always be waiting for you. i can't force you. i'll just have to wait."
"i made a promise to myself not to fall for anyone. then you turn up in my life. i don't blame you. it's a good thing"
"i stare at my phone everynight. waiting. just a "hello dan :D or "goodnight dan ;D" will surely make me sleep better. i've never slept since that day. It's been three whole days since I've had sleep because I dream of his lips on your cheek"

*how's that? =x*

And this will be the first time in a week
That I'll talk to you and I can't speak
Because these words were never easier for me to say.

2009-04-08T20:59:00.001+08:00

I'm such a moron.
zz. gahhhhh

Why is it so hard to say it?
i froze infront of her.

2009-04-08T00:08:00.002+08:00

I'm really such a moron.
I didn't see what was infront of me.
...
I was so afraid of rejection.
i could never risk letting you know how i felt.
but.

you said it was over when there was never anything to be over with is there?
i don't know what you want from me, or what you are trying to do.
all i know is that.

It wasn't fake.
what i felt for you.
isn't fake.

2009-04-05T20:58:00.002+08:00

------
I don't know what to do.
Tell me what to do.
What is right?
Is this feeling fake?

2009-04-04T16:40:00.005+08:00

Passing out parade!
wakaka.

Sec 4s step down.
and i'm the slacker =D

haha. well the photos aren't in order.
too lazy to arange them.

----
If wanna know if i love you,
you already know what the answer is.

2009-03-20T23:59:00.002+08:00

Back from library.
I tried to finish off everything but i didn't understand MT compo question.
Didn't do much.

Was with kerong. ._. she said she wanna walk all the way home.
zzz.
She really did.

haa.

2009-03-19T15:58:00.002+08:00

aha.
taylor swift is hot.

=X
_______
my stomach have been growling since this morning.
zzz.
i tried to do chemisty, but i don't know shit.
lucky thing holidays are ending soon.
copy,copy.

i think of dying everyday.
i always wonder every night before i go to bed,
if i would wake up the next day.
if i don't, would you know that i ~~liked~~ loved you?

2009-03-18T21:59:00.002+08:00

____
went out to finish off my homework today.
i met vivien at jp.
then to the library.

only managed to finish off maths.
still have bio,mt,poa and eng.
vivien didn't have any homework. ._.
she spent the whole time watching 'twilight' on my psp.
her first time watching it.

walked her home, she lives just across jp.
-

i got home, mum said, "Tomorrow not going out right? Good. Help me clean up the house."

=(

i have no money in my bank account.
my wallet only has 3 ten cent coins and a five cent coin.
ez-link card has $0.45.

awesome holiday.

2009-03-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

fuck the sinuses.
its killing me,
i keep sneezing non-stop.

___
went to school.
nothing much.
went back.

something really stupid happened to me.
this freaking bird flew right into my head and knock my headphones off.
zzzz.

2009-03-16T23:56:00.002+08:00

- i've never wanted someone so badly.

====
1pm, got ready.
rain.
i fell down at the edge of the lift.
zzz slippery like fuck.

took bus to causwaypoint
went find chau,yw,clem,mj and jingxian.
bought tickets for dragonball and comingsoon.
didn't know both were same timing.
after dragonball, went to change timing for comingsoon
zz.
NC16, count by years.
this person count by days.
wtf?
if my birthday is tmr, then tmr then i can watch?
lame.

went pizzahut.
watch them eat.
then went to the arcade
chau and jingxian went to the 3D ride thing.
played guitarhero with chau.
i sucked.

went up to the theater.
bought popcorn and didn't felt like watching lame dog story.
snuck into comingsoon.
have empty seats.

after 2nd movie, LAN.
L4D. Kinda boring

2009-03-15T15:16:00.000+08:00

=x Rain rain.

2009-03-14T23:04:00.002+08:00

what a super crappy day today was.
haa. where do i start?

okay, wake up at 3am.
to do what? poop.
zz.

i think i may have slept in the toilet awhile.
=/

then went back to bed.
woke up around 2pm?

Yeah.

I ransacked my whole room searching for papers from last year.
just to fill up my files.
zzz. my whole room was literally filled with papers.
found some primary school photos.
lol, i went to google some of their names.
found a few blogs.
hmmm.

went back to file all the papers.
3 extremely large bags of papers ready to be thrown away.
my cupboards are now so empty.
=D

--

Took out my homework.
i put the whole stack one corner and continue with
"Chuck" series.
haha.

then Yiwee keep forcing me to follow him watch Dragonball.
zzz. Broke already la.
ask me beg money from my mum.
lol@him.

dotA with clem,jw and mj.
zzz. All lose. wahaha.

2009-03-13T23:20:00.001+08:00

Holidays = Homework
Holidays = More Sleep
More sleep + homework = homework will not be touched.
Typical holidays.
=/

2009-03-12T19:20:00.002+08:00

,,,,
wahaa. today's timetable was fucked up.

POA is supposed to be taken over PE lesson,
Mr.Ho also have lesson in 4E1.
roflmao.

actually thought no test
but thennn we still have the test.

aiyoo. so difficult.
didn't even balance.

the only thing good about today is, we had almost 3 periods of recess.
--

There is no CCA for me tomorrow.
but i still have to find a supplier for our polo.

2009-03-11T19:15:00.001+08:00

Watch or Die.

2009-03-11T17:41:00.002+08:00

-
New background picture.
Not sure if it's nice.
-

Today sec ones have no school.
zzz. jealous.
Sec twos going for camps.
zzz. why didn't ALL the teachers follow them?

--

the big biceps club.
bbq la.
in the morning so many people gathered around the bar.
even guys twice my size can do twice as many as i can.
zzz.

---

the headaches are acting up again.
2 more tests tomorrow.
F&N and POA.
more tests after holidays.

zzz.

2009-03-09T22:45:00.004+08:00

-
my class are full of kids.
and i thought i was the one who is childish.

zzz.
they start running around the class shouting like kids.
and when i told them to grow up, i get flamed.
wtf?

then class polo discussion.
... even worst.
no one listens.
everyone was busy thinking about themselves.
as usual, i tried to talk, guess what?
i get flamed again.
wtf?

what a bunch of idiots.
don't they know i'm trying to prevent our class from being publicly humiliated infront of people with a crappy class polo?
zzz. w/e

here's my design
i don't think its worth me spending long hours designing a polo that no one appreciates.

its pretty much just copy
and paste stuff on it.

2009-03-08T20:56:00.002+08:00

haaaaa.
this sucks.

i promised myself i would study.
guess what? i didn't.

ahahaha. i feel so stupid right now.
i'm gonna fail all the tests next week.

should i tell you how i feel?

2009-03-07T22:59:00.002+08:00

watched 'Push' today.
awesome movie.

after movie,
gah. stupid.
very stupid.

2009-03-04T17:10:00.003+08:00

xzzxzxzxzxzx.
._. today's biology test is so FUCKED UP.
My answers are like way way way way way
way wrong than the correct answer.

i don't think i have any remedial,
went home.
i got bored.
mess around with photoshop.

then watched transformers.

maybe some other movies later.

RANDOM...

yes, i made it. was bored.

2009-03-03T20:29:00.004+08:00

-
--
---
my head still hurts.
tmr have bio test.
repoduction in plants and humans
i have not studied nor read anything yet.

oh yeah, did i mention the Heroes, just got very lame.
zzz. new explosion ? wah lame lame.
no more fights.
BORINGGG.
....
waiting for Prison Break. season 4 part 2 or season 5 i guess.
just hope it's more exciting than Heroes.

i've just realised that i have gotten more stupid OR im getting lazier.
...

CME, Miss Lam brought us to computer lab to do our ecareer thing.
got me thinking; what am i going to do after school.

what do i wanna do?
what am i good at?

argh.
my head hurts.

????
you face still
makes my heart
feel like bursting
through my chest.

2009-03-02T20:17:00.002+08:00

Yeah, Blink 182 is back.

searched youtube for some of their old vids.
here's travis.

i was so afraid of rejection,
i never risked letting her know how i felt.
well, too late.

2009-03-02T18:21:00.003+08:00

school.
remedial.
home.

my head hurts really bad.
damn you headaches.

reflection of feb.
my grades plundged.
i spent too much
i've gotten fatter.
and more unfit.
oh oh, a new haircut. roflmao.
i spent too much
and
i might really like someone.
well, maybe.

march goals
grow up.
spend even more?
get fit
atleast 15 pull ups please.
below 10 is a joke. zz
get to know her better ?
nah. maybe not.

2009-03-01T21:42:00.002+08:00

zzz.
well, today was awkward.

haaaaa.
happily playing my game then Yiwee tell me go out study,

I left my house with SHOES.
Halfway towards the bus stop,
my shoes and socks were soak.
zzz.
ran back home changed to my old braziliano praia.

Reached lot 1,
met with kerrqi and her sister
Yiwee late.
no suprise there.
mac full , library full.
Ate at Pizza Hut.

I tried to do maths. after 1 question,
i don't know how to continue.
read chicken soup, wrote down some lame phrases.

Bored, Broke and Burned by TAN YI WEE.

2009-02-28T20:06:00.002+08:00

TAN YIWEE SUCKS.
zzz.
he said 3pm.
he came 3.55pm.

went Vivo's NUM.
get his bag and my stuff.
went down banquet.
he stole my mushroom soup and my fish and my chips.
asss.
then he say want go bugis.
i just follow.
go there get his stuff, ask me for money.

zzz.

i didn't manage to get my beanie, ripcurl wallet and lanyard.
haaaaa.
next time.

im broke for the whole of march.

2009-02-27T22:08:00.002+08:00

hmm.

WTF ?

I don't get it.
What did i do?
What the fuck is happening?
What the fuck did i miss?

2009-02-26T15:41:00.011+08:00

Thanks rain.
You ruined my bag.

Well, its confirmed.
SCHOOL SUCKS.

i guess i can't judge a book by it's cover,
especially YOUR cover.

I feel so stupid now.
the rain just made it worse.
ass.

imsorry
i can't stop.
i want you so much
i just can't resist you.

2009-02-25T17:53:00.004+08:00

Guess what's inside?

You guys just have to ruin things.

What did i ever did to you people for

you guys to make life so miserable?

im sorry

i can't resist

i tried my best,

i still have feelings for you

my hands still shake,

my still feel weak,

and i can't get you out of my head.

2009-02-24T19:26:00.006+08:00

It's never gonna happen.
stop dreaming.
it's not worth trying.
she does not like you,
yet even to love you
you're just a friend.
just forget it,
just move on
it's over,
D.

2009-02-24T18:34:00.003+08:00

zzz. i know my camera sucks.

after cca, went home.
mom said postman came.
then i was damn excited.
she passed me a card.

zzz. she wasn't home to collect the backpack~

you look so cute when you're dancing.
your face all flushed up,
your hair all tied up,
i feel like stealling you away.

2009-02-23T21:28:00.000+08:00

wahahaha.
today was stupid.

2009-02-22T12:52:00.006+08:00

...
I don't know how to say this but i think i might be falling for you.
whenever i think about you, i can feel me heart throbbing.
my hands start shaking and i feel weak,
whenever i see you, i get nervous and i can't speak properly.
after that day, i cannot get you out of my mind.
you're the first thing in my mind every morning when i wake up and every night before i sleep.
even when I'm a sleep, you are the only person i wanna dream about.

i love you c.

Happy Valentine's Day

2009-02-14T00:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Valentine's Day.

EMO

2009-01-31T01:00:00.002+08:00

._.
Hello.
How's life?

Guess what? Mine isn't that great either.
I don't understand shit from teachers lessons.
I can't seem to wake up on time.
I've make many people including myself very pissed.
I don't have any mood to be in class listening to whatever the teacher(s)
have to say.
I'm trying.
Stop bothering me.

BAG

2009-01-10T20:42:00.001+08:00

HOLY SHITTTT.

THE HOTTEST BACKPACK EVER !

school

2009-01-09T06:14:00.002+08:00

school sucks this year as i expected.
CCA sucks,teachers are still v ______ as usual.
zzz.

feeling so crappy and sick everyday.
i can't stay awake in class.
im still sleeping after 12.

and i still have 92374729263 homework to do.
nah. not that much.
only have like 4 subjects of homework to do. BUT STILL.
i never open my bag whenever i reached home.

'N' Levels.
is
gonna
make
this
year
a
very
sad
sad
sad
year
for
me.

Rappelz

2008-12-12T03:25:00.002+08:00

Long time no write.
Hmm.

I've been play RappelzSEA for awhile now.
24/7 for 2 weeks.

Haven't buy 2009 books, homework not done.
hmm.

hayley nicole williams

2008-11-25T04:21:00.002+08:00

Presenting.....
HAYLEY NICOLE WILLIAMS.

I got bored so i went browsing in deviantart.
one of them is gonna be my new pic for my blog.
but which?

another cinderella story

2008-11-23T10:39:00.001+08:00

okay. i found someone else to stalk.
its.....

im gonna watch wizards of waverly place everyday on disney channel now.
xD

RAPPELZ

2008-11-23T08:03:00.001+08:00

Okay. yesterday was the 2nd day of pre-open beta.
the game is getting kinda boring because i keep dieing.

Decode

2008-11-22T08:32:00.000+08:00

Official music video of "decode"

audi AGAIN

2008-11-17T15:38:00.001+08:00

IM SO FREAKING BORED !

very bored.

2008-11-16T01:01:00.000+08:00

This is today.
zzz. im very bored.

lvl15

2008-11-14T22:45:00.002+08:00

got this today.
the whole thing i bought was around 1.2m dens.
hmmm.
im 15 now btw. this was taken before i lvled up.

i think ill be 16 tmr.
finally clubber.
i can earn more dens.

wahaha. 11 more days till open beta of rappelz.

audition

2008-11-13T22:56:00.001+08:00

I got that in 2 days.
i quit for like 8months ago.
started playing again out of boredom.
zzz

PCBUNK!

2008-11-11T20:54:00.002+08:00

whoo.

TODAY.
Made my feet hurt.
REALLY BAD.

went out at 3pm.
Meet TANYIWEE.

went PCBUNK.
go there see girls.
there were many many chio ones.
all play what.
AUDITION.

zzz.
then went suntec.
then went back pcbunk.
ALL the girls not there.
zzzz.
1 of the girls with her boyfriend.
the other 1. alone.
but we still zao.

then went JEC.
zzz
forgot they renovating.
then went IMM.
EAT.
MEGA MCSPICY.
2 somemore.
LOL.
21bucks.

STUFFED MYSELF.

okay im done.

BUNK.

2008-11-11T00:01:00.002+08:00

DAAAAMMMMMNNNN.

Today WAS ....
like any other day.

I woke up at 2pm.

Straight away, DOTA.

im so freaking bored.
my hair is looking weird.
and it so rough.

Guess what.
Yiwee want go bunk tomorrow.
and im following him there.
ROFL.
im gonna watch geeks play maplestory.
heeeee.

anyone wanna come?
BUNK !

new specs!

2008-11-09T14:48:00.002+08:00

Yeah!!
Finally got my new specs.

whoo.
it looks v weird with my white hair now.
but i bet its gonna look good with black next year.
haha.

anyways. im currently just playing rappelz.
its like WOW and Runescape and Cabal.

Okay. Going out now.
Wedding!

ROT

2008-11-08T20:50:00.002+08:00

Im so freaking bored.
do you know how many games i played ands stoped today ?
maple, grandchase, audition, cabal, trickster, atlantica, neopets, runescape, minesweeper, solitare, dota, foc, rappelz and many more i dont remember.

Well, now downloading heroes s03e08 and prison break s04e10.

Watched death race.
and
step up.

Anderson's still haven't called me yet.
zzz. probably not getting that job.
nevermind.

I've still not done any homework.
i don't know where i last seen my bag.

I ate a lot of things today.
3 loaf of bread.
yeah 3.
then i at 2 maggie.
and and.
i went down and bought chocolates.
FAT FAT FAT.

new picture

2008-11-07T14:08:00.001+08:00

Okay. I got a picture from deviantart.
deleted the background.

kinda messy still but it still looks good.

skinny = hot !

2008-11-05T17:35:00.002+08:00

Check out Shenae Grimes' tattoo.

People say that Jessica Stroup is too skinny.
well, would you rather see the one above or the one below ?

zzzzzz. that is from "Prom night"

90210 s01e09

2008-11-05T07:36:00.003+08:00

DAMNIT!
I CAN'T SEEM TO FIND EPISODE 9.
zzzzz.
Driving me nuts.

Next episode of prison break and heroes next monday.

*EDIT*
WAHAHAHAHA. Found s01e09.
Best episode yet.

new specs

2008-11-04T21:15:00.002+08:00

Went out.

Optical shop.
i spend 2hours searching and picking spectacles.
zzz
there was this nice. white one.
v nice. really v nice.
but ! i didnt take that one.
coz i dont wanna look like weichong.
so i pick the same pattern but different colour. xD
cannot take white already.
later look like weichong.

Me desktop

2008-11-04T09:35:00.003+08:00

I got bored at home. Went to search the net.
found some cool stuff.

Check out my new desktop. xD

Its exactly same as the one i found in deviantart.
so i kinda leech the thing.

Marathons

2008-11-02T00:37:00.002+08:00

zzz.
Holidays are boring.
I'm too lazy to do homework.

Many marathons on today.
Heroes season 1 and 2
Prison Break season 1, 2 and 3
Kyle XY season 1 and 2
Bleach episode 1 to 190

Haiz.

Now waiting for many things.
-money to fall from the sky.
-new movies.
- Twilight
- Harry potter and the half blood prince
- Fast and Furious 4
- 90210 episode 9
- Heroes season 3 episode 7
- Prison break season 4 episode 9
- Kyle XY season 3
- Lost season 5 ?

BORED.
BORED.
BORED.

HALLOWEEN

2008-11-01T01:38:00.003+08:00

HAPPY HALLOWEEN PEOPLE !

wahahahahahhaa

okay.

i just watched the simpson marathon halloween special on starworld
then i watched harry potter marathon.
LOL.
i fell asleep at the 3rd one.

wahahaha.

GOING OUT NOW.

WHEEE.

HOT!

2008-10-30T16:39:00.003+08:00

IM BECOMING A STALKER.

Jessica Stroup

2008-10-29T13:12:00.002+08:00

From 90210

From REAPER

I just found my new spouse. xD
JESSICA STROUP!

she's hot, thin and did i mention that she's hot ?

TV Shows

2008-10-28T23:08:00.002+08:00

I've gotten bored.
search for some crap in my computer.
re-watched every show i had in my computer.
zzzz
Dota the whole day.

Holidays STINK,SUCK and BLOWS.

DJ Max Portable Emotional Sense - Clazziquai Edition

2008-10-28T17:00:00.003+08:00

Its nice but it pretty much the same as the old one.
new songs, new interface , new mission.
blah blah.

Gym

2008-10-24T23:57:00.002+08:00

Guess what happened today ?
NOTHING.
Jinwei and I was suppose to go to the gym today.
SUPPOSED.

Last night he said " Tomorrow 9am"
then i work up 9am today.

zzz he smsed me "2pm hor"
then went back to bed.

1.30pm left the house.

went to his house.
2pm.
zzz
He there DOTA.

Wait him finish game.
then i play 1 game
5pm.

zzzz

NO GYM.
bbq. really. bbq.
waste my time.
my ez-link no money ler.
still go his house play 1 dota game ?

HAIZ.

Today HSM3 out in cinemas.
Too bad im broke.
Can't watch.

reportbook.

2008-10-23T15:23:00.002+08:00

Went to westmall.
Dzul pangseh.

Me and Qijin went to Subway.
Leon and Zhiying came.
Qijin pangseh.

ZZZ then i went home.

Zachary and Hui Yun.

2008-10-22T20:08:00.002+08:00

After school.
Went home.
Walked to bus stop with Zachary and his <33.
LOL

It started raining when i reached my stop.
Rushed to the next shelter.
almost sliped.
Psp wet, headphones wet, sprayed hair wet.
Luckily the spray was water proof.
wahahahah.
But my shit was stained. Don't know how that happened.

Then at home.
Nothing much.
I've gotten lazy. CHECK OUT MY COMPUTER AREA.

Nvm. It's the inside that matters right ?

Anyway. I'm pretty broke now.
My wallet's empty and my EZ-Link card is left with $0.55
I can take 1 bus ride to school and use cash back home tomorrow.

The only thing good is that tomorrow is the last day of school.
ZOMG !
Yeah. i can't wait.
Maybe i shouldn't spray my hair tomorrow ?

class photo

2008-10-20T19:32:00.001+08:00

The one with arrows are those who are the very odd ones.

messed up

2008-10-20T17:51:00.003+08:00

Today was super messed up !
Went to school.

Tought that nthing will happen.
clement ask to spray his hair.
and i did.

went to assembly.
mr wong face.
like super angry la.
he pull me and clement out.
then he said many things.
"you both are not ready to join the class"

"Explain, explain why you both did this"
---- no reply ----
" you know you can do this after the year ended. why you go do it now?"
"No one says you cannot do that after school"
----no reply----

me : we only have 3 days till end, why need make it black again ?
mrW : i dont care if its 1min. this is my school.
me : then if i never make it black again how ?
mrW : you still need to come to school. You will not join the activities and will have to be suspended.
me : zzzzz. If i dont come ?
mrW : No report book.

mrW : clement, you better get it black or you not going cambodia.
clement : okay. i today go do.
me : wtf ? you waste money and you will spoil your hair.

BBQ LA !

he also ask me cut.
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK
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FUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCKFUCK

whats his problem ?
i came last friday, he wasnt in school.
all the teachers never said anything.
why him ?

3 MORE DAYS ONLY !

Should i come to school tomorrow ?
should i ?
If i wanna get report book, i should.
If i wanna keep my hair, i shouldnt.
WADAHELLAMIGONADO.

i'll just go to school with sprayed hair then.
if he ask to cut, i'll just say "if im gonna cut, the what about the rest ? their hair also long. im the only on colored so i made it black again. if you want me cut, you tell whole school cut la."

Then he will sure go "You think this your school ? You better listen to me or you won't be allowed to enter the school"

whose line issit any way ?

2008-10-20T15:00:00.005+08:00

watch till end please.

new movies

2008-10-18T12:37:00.002+08:00

Fast&Furious 4

Harry Potter : Half-Blood Prince

X-MEN 4

PUSH

Movie

2008-10-17T23:59:00.001+08:00

Woke up.
went to jurong east.

JEC theater under renovation.

Went to jurong point.
She don't wanna go town.

Watched The House Bunny.

When home.

I'm in love with a critic and a skeptic, a traitor
I'd trade her in a second

bbq.gawd.damn.it.fcuk.it.i.gave.up.long.ago.

A hairy situation

2008-10-15T16:32:00.005+08:00

---------------------------------------------------------

BEFORE

-----------------------------------------------------

DURING BLEACH
------------------------------------------------------

AFTER BLEACH
-------------------------------------------------------------

AFTER DECOLORISING

IC

2008-10-14T17:38:00.003+08:00

I didn't went to school today.
Made my IC.
50bucks leh.

Jinwei told me that my english v bad.
40++/80
failure.
I don't know why my english drop so much.
compo from 20+ to 16.
p2 from 50+ to 40.
zzz

no hope next year.

ic photo

2008-10-13T19:53:00.001+08:00

wahahaha. check it out.
that picture is gonna be on my IC.
I will remember this face for another 15years.
xD

When im 30, ill be getting a new IC.
BBQ !

cats

2008-10-11T23:16:00.005+08:00

okay. im too tired.
not gonna write anything.
pictures only.

wallet

2008-10-04T17:42:00.002+08:00

okay. went out to take my photo for my IC.
zzz, the uncle say "Your hair cannot touch eyebrows hor"

then went jurong point,
i bought new converse socks 7.80 x 2
Wallet from wallet show 39.90 x 1
zzz

i've been spending a lot this month.